Ah nothing like chilly fall mornings 🙂
- Been feeling like gravity’s working against me lately. But also lately, been finding myself in the good company of friends and sharing meals together, whether planned or spontaneous, when I really need it. I’m so grateful for the tangible reminders that I’m not alone. Thankful for those who have lifted my spirits this month.
- I ordered something at a restaurant and the waiter was like, “No that one’s not good. Everything else on the menu is good, just not that one.” And I was thinking this is how God is when I pray for something (life partner) but don’t get it. I feel ignored and forgotten in the moment but maybe God, in His perfect wisdom, has something else in mind for me.
- I’m so flattered that a few people think I am cool haha. Although, I feel like I’m still becoming the coolest version of me.
What do you do when you miss someone?
Do you text them? Do they say they’ll let you know when they’re back in town? But then as time goes by you realize, either they haven’t been around for many months now, or they just don’t want to hang anymore. Do you delete the conversation and their number for the nth time, wondering if/when you’ll finally let them go, for real this time?
Do you look at them from across the table and wonder, have you forgotten all about me then? Are you happier with this silence between us? Do you write out a long letter, and hope they never find it, not because you’re scared of what they’ll think, but because you feel that your words, much like your feelings, are wasted on them?
madelaku 